Lately, I am becoming more and more addicted to Jane Austen. I have only seen one movie yet, but I want to watch all the movies and miniseries that are based on her novels. I would also like to buy all her novels. I have only read Pride and Prejudice and I fell deeply in love with! Oh. Mr. Fitzwilliam Darcy. Now, I am drooling. LOL. Other than that, I love Jane Austen because her novel is like so real. It's as if you are the one in the novel and it is very romantic. Blushes and drools. LOL. Ohh, I will try to buy all her novels. I will ask it as a graduation gift! Haha.


Also, I am quite nervous of the upcoming bash. I don't know. I feel like I am going to throw up in the bash. Haha. Insane. Anyway, I really do not have any idea what I am going to do this bash.


And today is Good Friday, so please! Do not eat meat. Just today and everything will be back to normal. Just sacrifice this day to the Lord. For he sacrificed His own life for our selfishness and arrogance in our acts. Okay. I'll stop that, I have no intention of becoming a nun or a priest someday. For goodness' sake. LOL.


I suppose that is all I have to say, people. Goodbye and have a nice vacation to one and all. :) Peace out.


PS: My site is becoming informal again.

Labels: bash, jane austen, lent

No words can express how I feel. It's just I am so happy. Why? Because, I will be graduating with honors. What's the big deal with that anyway? Mine, it is big, huge!! I am just thankful for this opportunity given to me and a blessing as well. Thank you Lord. :)

Labels: graduation, happy, honors

I made this layout so I will try my best not to change it again and again. And in short time only. So yes. That's all. :)

Lately, I have been changing my skin once and awhile. I do not know why. Maybe because I have a very confused mind that whatever I see is pretty and want to use it right now. Or maybe I easily get bored with my old skins. These are the reasons I have in mind. Well, anyway, like you care.

Take note, we have no classes today. It is such a boring day. Nothing to do. The movies in the HBO sucks. I hate it. And the Star Movies' too. Ugh. I hope there would be better shows after I use the PC.

There is really nothing to say people. My mind is not functioning properly right now. I hope it would be better soon. So, yes. That's it.

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yes.

Yes, there is nothing really. The Gospel today is very long. And Manny Pacquiao won(like I care. duh). That's all really. And tomorrow is confusing. I really don't know if there is a class. Gosh.

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Yes. We finally ended formally our CAT Battalion this morning. And God, that was exhausting. Yes, being exposed under the heat of the sun for about 2 hours, I guess, is tiring. Imagine, standing up straight and not moving even though your nose is too itchy and sweat is about to enter your eyes, oh, that was hard, people. And it feels so good after all the hard work you have put through to make the event possible and the maybe the best. And all I can say is, goodbye CAT. :)

Also, I bought already my dress for our Seniors' Bash to be held in Waterfront Lahug. I am pretty excited and at the same time, nervous. I am not used wearing gowns and dresses and heels. Oh God, this would very embarrassing! Maybe I'll trip and stumble. That would be too much to handle. I can't take that. Uhh.

And also, Friendster is going nuts. I do not know what is wrong with it. It is always not working. Come on. Get a grip.

That is it. The End.

Labels: bash, CAT, internet, school

I started my day right actually but the latter part became so stupid and such a mess. I got suffocated, and find it so hard to breathe. So, yes, that what's happened. And it sucks, big time.

Good News is that, I know how to solve Rubik's Cube. Haha. I actually forgot on how to play it when we went to Singapore. For the reason that I have a short term memory. Just kidding though. LOL.

Also, I still do not have anything to wear for the Senior's Bash this March 24. Uhh. It is so annoying. Because it so hard to look for my Father's acquaintance. It is irritating most certainly!

I am also irritated right now because I could not log in to Friendster. I don't know what is exactly the problem with this computer. Oh God. Are you actually punishing me for being a egocentric being lately?! Uhh. I hope this would be fine tomorrow. Oh God, you are killing me for all the pains you put me through today. Be merciful, Lord, s'il vous plait. :(

Labels: tough day

Today, wasn't really a good day. I just had, err, how will I say this. I got hurt, felt useless because I my friend ignores me a lot already and makes me feel that I am so annoying. She does not even talk to me that often. If I get sad or depressed or anything of that sort, she does not ask me what is wrong or whatever. I feel so useless and ignored. It hurts. I feel rejected that I want to slap her face to make her realize that I am here. Not in a slap that hurts, just to make her feel that I am here, standing in front of her, talking to her and making her feel that I exist for even just a second. If she does not want to talk to me, tell me face to face and I will leave you for the rest of my life. I wanted to talk to her but I do not want her to see cry because it makes me feel that it is all my fault. I do not want to hurt her because I love her. I hope she knows that. I hate seeing myself clinging to her. I tried to be patient with her all the time but I reached the points already and I cannot ignore it easily for it stays with me. I forgive for a couple of times because of the mood swings but when she talks nicely to other people and showing to me that I am just an ordinary person whom she just knew recently like a stranger or an acquaintance maybe is just too much. Imagine, in front of my face, she laughs and talks nicely and properly to other people, but to me, I just get a nod and acts as if she is so annoyed. And I can't take it anymore. I do not want to mention her name, because maybe it also my fault because I am too clingy and the like. But God, I feel so wasted. And I need a compassionate being to comfort me and to understand that I needed attention for once and awhile. I can understand if she can talk to others normally, but to me, it's as if, we have just MET, and the truth of the matter is that, we know each other for a long time. It is just so annoying that I am trying my best to be nice, accommodating and all, and the fact that she ignores me is freaking stupid and crazy. I hope I can get past through this kind of mess as early as possible because carrying a pain is a burden and it feels hell. My mind is already complicated with so much worries and this conflict is adding to it. Oh God, help me get through it.

TEARS!

Today is my mother's birthday. That's all.


Kidding. I got good scores in my finals. Quite good. Yipee. :) That is all.

Labels: birthday, school

My title is so colloquial. Yes, I am trying to learn Formal English. I will try not to say yea, I should be saying YES. Yes, that's it.


Err. We are practicing for our graduation today. I was actually pretty excited about the whole thing but it turned out to be boring. Well, you see, I felt sleepy in the middle of the practices for the reason that the song was kept repeated. And of course, I got sleepy and got annoyed as well. LOL.


And yesterday, I bought Richfel's gift. And had a haircut. And bought a new book. I bought The Witch of Portobello and I am glad! Because I wanted this book so much. And I actually find a copy in my new favorite bookshop, PowerBooks, the bookshop where I can find the books I would die for. Yes, I am so happy until now and I am currently reading it as of the moment.


I think that's all. LOL.

Labels: others, school

I am actually tired and relieved at the same time. Very ironic isn't it. So yes, I am tired because of the never ending CAT practices. Well, it is actually the last practice yesterday, but rumor says that there would be still practices this coming Friday. Why we kept on practicing? It is for the Parade in Review this March 15. You want to watch? Hell no. LOL. Well, I am not saying that we look bad or anything, it is just that, I do not want you going there watching us and the like. Am I too egocentric, or not? LOL.

Anyway, as I said, I am also relieved, why? Because Finals are over. And I can't help but to be ecstatic about it. Well, I am joyous for the reason that there would be no exams coming up and the like, the depressing part is that I will be saying goodbyes, I should learn to say farewell from now on. I mean, I will be saying goodbyes farewell to my fellow friends whom I have been for four years running and some, more than ten years. But anyway, everything has an end and a beginning. I am about to end a stage in my life, and to begin another one. That is the cycle called Life.

So, I think that is it, for now.


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yes. it's done. and i am through high school. i have really nothing to say right now. i am so tired. later.

I got tagged by chesca.

Finals will be on the end of the week. And I am so busy right now because everything will be put in to end. Yeah. Classes will be over this week. I can't wait! And I will also be saddened. Why? Because I will be leaving a part of me. So, yes. Enough drama. Good bye for now.


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