To Miss/Mister Nobody:

I am so pissed off by you. And I seriously thought you were one of my 'good' friends when the truth is you're biting me behind my back. I thought you are one of the people whom I can rely on, but sadly, you are far from it.

I have tried to be nice to you and all, and you wasted the trust I gave to you.

Gah, I am so disappointed with you.

Life sucks.

Well, most of time, it doesn't. But sometimes... it really does suck.

It's really difficult living in a world where people expect too much, or just take you for granted. Every little thing that you worked for is just a tiny matter and doesn't mean anything at all.

I am kinda pissed that every time I tried to be versatile and all that, they don't recognize it and do NOT appreciate it at all. I've tried so hard and all I get is ridiculous stares. I listen whenever they talk, but when it is my time to share... they look as if they were coerced to listen to me and sharing things with me is like a kiss of death. What the hell is wrong with the people these days? I can't even say things what I really wanted to say. I need to check everything that my mouth utters. It is just insane. I've worked so hard and all I get is this?

I never imagined my life would be this full of problems. I tried to look for people who has the capability to stand my imperfections and my insanity, but nobody even acknowledges the fact that I worked so hard just to earn their confidence in me.

Damn, I wish I could be with people who is willing to be with me and pretend that my presence is good, when the thing is... it is actuall an unwanted one.

X was a mistake. L and N is in the process of being a mistake. A seems to be distant. I just wish S would be a good companion, and G, too.

My life nowadays has a lot of drama. No words can explain how much drama there is. It gets a bit annoying, but I just hope that I would be able to get over it.

And I have a new friend. My journal. It's where I write everything. And my blog... I don't know. It is kind of useless. But, I am hoping that I would able to update more often. I kinda miss of writing here.

I am lazy. Simple as that. Lazy, languid, and I just love to procrastinate. :)

I had an awesome party. I love my family and friends. Gosh, I am too ecstatic that words aren't enough. CHEERS!!!